sometimes i get sudden realisation of what internet things ive joined.
I used to love this site until it became filled with a bunch of wankers. I enjoyed adding photos, but then it took so long - and i don't have much patience with things like this.

I think i posted at the beginning of the year
Not much has happened since - had a drastic haircut - so much os that my passport picture gets questioned as i dont look like me anymore.
I've taken my GCSE's, and results day is fast approaching. 23rd august. And for everyone that tried ot scare the shit out of me by saying they were hard - fuck you, they were just like every other exam.
Prom is in 15 days. I'm all set, just need a bag.
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I've decided, i'm going to have my hair up - and have a huge quiff.
I'm not going to prom in the usual ballgown. I'm rocking the retro look!

Study leave is proving long and boring.
I have all the time in the world to do everything - yet i sit and do nothing.
No one is really keeping in contact - which in some ways is for the best, as everyone infuriates me, and i need a new start.
Letting people down seems to be a new trend with my so called friends. But i've given up taking it to heart - because they're too blind to see it.
Also - inflicting negativity upon someone else is a pet hate at the moment. (although i'm probably doing it here haha)
Just because you're in a bad mood, doesn't mean you have to snap and be an arsehole at the other person. Tact, manners and certainly do not patronise.

I'm job hunting. I got the exams out of the way - and yes, i do earn money. I babysit and do other jobs. But full focus was on studying - seen as grades do mark for the future job, so focusing on a shit job and failing exams will leave you working in sainsburys for the rest of your life - for some.

My future looks bright.
Sixth form - German, RE, Art - Critical Thinking/Sociology
then following to college
Photography & German.
Where i then intend to go to university in Bristol and carry on with Photography.
I would love to be a freelance photographer forever - its such a free thing to do, especially for creativity - whenever you wish.

I hope everyone is well - and it would be interesting to see if anyone still reads this. More a chance for me to get things off of my chest.

Lou x
27th june, 2007. 1:12am